Over the last week, I have mulled some things over. Reality has settled in. I never expected it to take this long for us to begin to be matched up with kids. It is discouraging. It is frustrating. I could be mad that the process took so long.
I could be, except I KNOW that my God has a plan for all of our lives. My kids who are not yet home, as well as our biological family. God was so clear in leading us. He will continue to lead, but I am disappointed. I can feel it more and more as I process things. I feel ready. We have done the work to prepare. Where are our kids?
If we move from here soon, (which looks probable) we will have to start the whole process all over again (says NJ). So what have we gained by doing all of this??
We did what God told us to do. That has to be enough.