When I first wrote this, I was mad and that anger turned into self-righteousness. So, I took this post down. Now after a few days of praying and thinking, I think I can put it back up with my heart right. I have also been convicted that I very often say things that I don't think through. I do pray that it now comes across to readers in the right way. I wanted to write about my job as Davin's mom. I don't want to bash someone else. By the way, the person who posted the quote, wrote me a very sweet note and I harbor no bad feelings at all toward that person.
The quote read something like this...
"Playing for the Giants (or whatever team they were talking about. I have no clue, really) is kind of like running in the Special Olympics. Even if you win, you are still retarded."
I read that on facebook and my blood began to boil. I am not easily offended. I rarely say something in opposition to what someone else writes or thinks. But, there are those times, when something just rises up within me and I feel led to speak, to remind, to stand up. I felt that way. I wrote a comment....
"I can't begin to tell you how offensive this is to me:-("
I wrote it and I panicked a bit. Should I keep it there? Was I stirring up trouble? There were already quite a few likes on it and also some comments, "YES!" and "AMEN". I also totally know that the individual who posted this picture and phrase was not intentionally trying to hurt me or my boy (and took it down immediately after seeing my comment, I think). I know that. I know some of the people who liked it and I know they were not trying to hurt me. Maybe I was overreacting. Maybe my job is not to be the police for all that is unjust concerning people who have mental or physical disabilities.
I prayed and I pondered. Maybe that IS my job. Did I ask to be a Mom of a child with a severe disability? No. Did God ordain me to have Davin Bruce and created him exactly the way he is? Yes!! That IS my career. That is my job. That is my mission. When I take Davin into the grocery store and he holds my list and we talk together, I am showing the world how "normal" people with disabilities are. When I take my son into Kohl's and laugh while he tries to grab the bras, I am showing people how "very normal" teenagers are who happen to have disabilities. People learn. Maybe only a little, but the people around us are learning from him. From me.
Slavery seems pretty distant when I think about how long people in our country have known that that is not right. Segregation, however, seems very recent. If no one had said anything in opposition to slavery and then to segregation, would anything have changed? I think I see it the same. It is one or more people groups being declared to be lesser than by another people group. Not. cool. Not. right. Not. true. Just as we all know now that the color of your skin does not define your worth, I KNOW that the level of your intelligence does not define your worth. We were created in the image of Christ. THAT defines our worth.
I think God called me to this as my career. What is the name of this career? Not sure. Is it the best career ever? Yup.